Day 4

So this is by far the hardest day.  I've been busy, grumpy, tired, all of the above, but I'm gonna stick to it, not give up.  Finding God today, was kinda hard.  I had been grouchy all day.  I was dead tired.  I had my least favorite class. I had to work.  My foot hurt.  I have a chest cold.

Then it hit me.

All these things, I'm like. uggggggggggggggggh.  I've been praying, not to have these "ugh" moments.  Yesterday, or two days ago, the post about complaining - that's what I'm talking about.  I've been asking God to take that bitterness, that spirit of haughtiness, the complaining about everything attitude, and just drive it out of me.  Today, I really, really noticed myself when I was in these moments.  I think that's God working, God giving me what I asked for.

I also saw God in the piece of Chocolate Decadance cake I had from work tonight. <3.  That was amazing.

I am for real dead tired, and it is for real late thirty, so I'm hitting they hay. I'd like to leave you guys with this verse I read tonight, from First Corinthians Chapter 2.

The Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God. ¹¹ For who knows a person’s thoughts except their own spirit within them? In the same way no one knows the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God. ¹² What we have received is not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, so that we may understand what God has freely given us. ¹³ This is what we speak, not in words taught us by human wisdom but in words taught by the Spirit, explaining spiritual realities with Spirit-taught words.^[c] 14 The person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God but considers them foolishness, and cannot understand them because they are discerned only through the Spirit.